Volume One, Chapter Three: Losing a Child Three Years Ago

“Lu Jinchuan, you’re the one asking for a divorce—why are you acting like a scoundrel with your ex-wife?”

Ji Shu’s slap landed without much force, but Lu Jinchuan’s face burned with pain.

It was the first slap he had ever received in his twenty-seven years.

And he was called a scoundrel on top of that.

A shadow darkened Lu Jinchuan’s expression. He reached out and grabbed Ji Shu roughly, his cold, sharp gaze locking onto her like a hawk.

“Ji Shu, don’t forget—we’re not divorced yet. Aren’t we still legally husband and wife?”

With each word, he stepped closer, the last four words—“legally husband and wife”—gritted out with venom.

Through the car window, Ji Shu saw his face losing its color little by little.

“So, Lu Jinchuan, you still remember we’re husband and wife,” she said.

“When you left me three years ago, did you ever think of me as your wife? Did you think that because you stood up for me at the Lu family tonight, I should be grateful to you?”

Three years. A whole three years.

For the first time, Ji Shu truly felt how vast Beicheng was—so vast that even though she and Lu Jinchuan lived in the same city, they hadn’t crossed paths for three years.

Was it that they couldn’t meet, or that they didn’t want to?

The day after their wedding, they separated. This became a favorite topic of gossip in their circle.

Jiang Suqing’s ridicule.

The mockery of those around them.

Ji Shu endured this life for three years, from initially trying to explain to later pretending it didn’t matter.

Lu Jinchuan’s chest burned with fury. His tightly pressed lips exuded icy indifference, his whole being surrounded by a sharp intensity.

Facing Ji Shu’s barrage of questions, he suddenly seized her wrist with one hand, the other clutching the hand she pressed against his chest in an attempt to pull away. His tone was icy, like a thousand-year-old block of ice.

“Ji Shu, it was your father, on his deathbed, who begged the Lu family to let me marry you. Don’t tell me you forgot that.”

“Then again, you never even saw your father one last time.”

His words struck Ji Shu like cold arrows, each one piercing her heart like a sharp blade.

Mention of her deceased father brought a flush of red to her eyes, a warmth that seemed to hover just on the edge of falling.

Not seeing her father’s final moments was a guilt Ji Shu carried to this day.

Many times, in the dead of night, she would wake crying from nightmares.

She feared dreaming of her father, and yet feared not dreaming of him.

The reason she missed seeing her father one last time was none other than Lu Jinchuan, the man she had loved for ten years.

She had spent countless days and nights trying to come to terms with that pain.

And now, the man she once loved most was using that wound as a weapon, stabbing her again and again.

Not fatal, but torturous.

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